Because of you

I cried a lot because of you

I laughed a lot because of you

I believed in the love because of you

I’ve lost everything because of you

I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely

The world without you has

Chewed out my heart

Stomped on my dignity

Torn apart my heart

So why did you leave me behind?

-Because of you-

欺骗

我知道哭 没有用。

可是我想不到还能做什么。

那种被人质疑，

又不能解释清楚的感觉，

真的好痛苦。

【欺骗】，

是为了让大家有个下台的阶梯。

为大家都好。

有错吗？

upset

Dad : How's your result?

Me  : Every subject also got improve lo.

Dad : Improve improve,but u still at last of your class!

Me  : *Run into toilet and cried*

WTH?! I really got spend my time for you.

Every teacher also saying me got improve.

Why like that said me?

I really studied hard for this trial exam!

I didn't sms for 2 WEEKS for this term exam.

I force myself to study the subject that i hate very much!

Finally SE 35% become 55% !!!

KH 25% become 55% !!!

Izzit not enough yet?

What should i do if my family also didn't support me at all?!

后座

对不起，
我到现在 才了解到,

一个人坐在后座的那种寂寞。

那种感觉 对我来说好陌生.

你是不是已经习惯了？

我是不是做错了？

我真的要好好谢谢昨天的那个sivik project，

它让我尝试到了这个滋味，

让我了解了你为我做的一切。

可是 我还能给你什么？

我们两个，

终究也有一个人 会先下车。

我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道，
你对他有那么好。
你说会懂我的失落，
不是靠宽容，就能够解脱。

我以为，
我出现的时候刚好，

你和他总说要分开。

我以为你，已对他不再期待。

不纵容他再给你伤害。

我以为我的温柔，能给你真的愉悦；
我以为我能全力，填满你感情缺口。 

专心陪在你左右，

弥补他一切的错。

也许我太过天真，

以为奇迹会发生。

我以为终究，

你会慢慢明白，他的心不在你身上。

我的关心，

你依然无动于衷。

我的以为只是我以为。

他让你红了眼眶，你却还笑着原谅。

原来你早就想好你要留在谁身旁。

我以为我够坚强，却一天天地失望。

少给我一点希望，

希望就不是奢望。

公平

没想到当我还在犹豫不绝的时候，

你已经擅自做了决定。

这 对我公平吗？

哭

你哭了，

我舍不得再为难你，

算了吧。

看不见你的笑，

即使你完成了我所有心愿，

我怎么还能开心呢？

相信

你不说实话，

我没关系，

但请你把你的谎言说得像真的那样。

突然希望在这时候，

可以听到你的甜言蜜语。

这次，

我选择相信你的【谎言】。

 

 

明明想要就此停止，

明明知道这是错的，

我还是再次回到你的身边。

纪念一下下,我认识他的video XD

Haechi XD

We're pulled to each other like two magnets

You know we understand each other,

Surprising things happen when I meet you,

I'll solve all your hard problems for you, too
Where did you come from? 

You're so so lovable.

【无言】

我知道我答应了你，

就不应该被他所说的话影响。

不过，你真的让我觉得好烦。

以前的你都不是酱的。

为什么要变了呢？

我不是随便选择去相信他的。

你说他陷害你。

有吗？

抱歉，我看不出。

我真的不想再去面对酱的你。

Don't said goodbye

I can’t read your feelings since you try not to meet eyes with me,

Because I feel like a lost child, I just wait

Thruthfully, I know what you’re going to say,

But I can feel that it’s not your whole heart; your tears tell me

Don’t say goodbye,

I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,

I can hear you heart; You still just want me,

You can’t hide it, you can’t lie

I won’t allow it – your lie of wanting to seperate,

Look in my eyes and tell me,

It’s not…it’s not the truth

Don’t say goodbye,

I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,

I can hear your heart; Even if the world turns its back on us; Even if it’s a painful love,

You are my love, you are my soul

Don’t say goodbye, don’t leave me now,

The promises we’ve shared is everything to me

Don’t say goodbye, you are my everything to me,

My tired days only look for you,

Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,

You are my love, you are my soul

Don’t say goodbye, you are the only one for me,

As if nothing has happened, if today passes,

Let’s not let go of each other, and we’ll make it through,

Cause you are my everything to me,

Cause you are my everything to me

100815

When I thought I could go,
My heart is lost and you're pulling me back again.
When you're not around,I feel down.

This is kinda silly right? 

100729

很多人都会说“没有一个人是十全十美的”，

却很少人能做到互相宽宏的地步，

或许，对他们而言，

这句话，

只是一个拿来遮掩自己缺点的借口吧...

I'll get off so you can live better x)

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?


I Know you probably got a lady 
(I Know you probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me


I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all


Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me
Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart


I know You will forget me
I know I will really hate you
Even though you know everything


You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you
Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this

Why did you love me in the first place?
Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met

I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it


Did you really love me?

I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

Saja XD

Exam coming~

Need study HARD !

Tham chiak keep bully me at class...

T.T

Just Finished Study XD

22/7

讨厌你突冷突热的态度，

你要我做的东西，

我做了，

你又怀疑，

说我不可能做到，

酱你干嘛还做我去做啊？

讨厌你不相信我 :(

21/7

伪装得好累，

你在想什么，

我不知道...

I do everything for you,

But you thought i did nothing for you.

I'm failed to understand you,

and i won't try to understand you anymore. x(

19/7

Let me arise and open the gate,
to breathe the wild warm air of the heath,
And to let in Love, and to let out Hate,
And anger at living and scorn of Fate,
To let in Life, and to let out Death.

LOVE ♥

Love, 

like a river,

will cut a new path,

whenever it meets an obstacle ♥

Love,

like a mountain,

hard to climb,

but once you get to the top
 

the view is beautiful♥